Ok so I just want to reiterate that I love you all! I thank you all for supporting me through this ordeal. I appreciate every phone call, card, email, text, comment ,basically anything you got to give, I'll take it. I know everyone grieves differently and when you havent been through loss, you dont really know what to do for people. (I sure didn't) I'm not posting this to say hey, give me more. (Although I have to thank my sister in law, Heather, for the hug yesterday and my cousin Kristy for the hug Monday.) I'm just saying that I don't want anyone to feel pressured to say anything or do anything. If you talk to me and I cry, don't feel bad. You didn't "make me" cry. I don't really think I could control it right now if I wanted to. I wish I could say I am going to be better and ready to be a whole person again soon, but I'm not feeling it yet. I know my grief may seem self indulgent to some, but I actually woke up yesterday thinking it was all a dream and he was still here. So I'm not choosing to be sad. I am trying! and then things like that happen. There is nothing you can say to make it better. It's just a process that I have to go through. So all I'm asking is that you continue to be the same great friends you have always been for me. I know you are storing up treasures in Heaven for the blessings that you have been to me and my family. Thanks and Love! (thanks to my friend, Rose, for my beautiful sunflower!)

1 comment:

The Passing Lane said...

"In you, O LORD, I have taken refuge; let me never be put to shame; deliver me in your righteousness. Turn your ear to me, come quickly to my rescue; be my rock of refuge, a strong fortress to save me. Since you are my rock and my fortress, for the sake of your name lead and guide me. Free me from the trap that is set for me, for you are my refuge. Into your hands I commit my spirit; redeem me, O LORD, the God of truth" (Psalm 31:1-5). I love you!!