I had to repeat what my cousin Kristy put as a comment to me, just incase you all don't read the comments. ( We hear all the time, "Time heals all wounds" when in reality, it doesn't. Time is not what heals our wounds...its what we do during that time that will heal us. Just some encouragement to keep fighting through this! We'll make it!)
Finally someone gets it. Time doesn't fix it. I am going to keep living my life because that is what my daddy would want me to do. That doesn't mean it is easy or that I can just be "peachy" all the time. I am a Christian. I know that God, my Heavenly Father is taking care of my earthly father now. I know that one day we will be reunited. I know that it is my obligation and joy as a Christian to do everything I can to share with others my beliefs. To allow them to see Christ in me. Well, just to let you know, Christ suffered on the cross. In Matthew, it says Jesus wept. So I think I am within my full rights as a Christian to take the time I need to heal. One day, I will be able to help someone else who has gone through a loss and you can bet that I will not turn from them. I will show them how Christ helped me through this with His words and the help and love from my friends and family.