I'm having trouble posting pics and I want to do that to explain about my trip so bear with me until they are up. Until then, I will share a poem that was on a card my grandma just sent me. She continues to be such a blessing to me.
"Tough times don't last"
I said, "Lord, I can't take it!"
He said, "I'll see you through it."
I said, "But what if I fall down?"
He said, "I'll carry you."
I said, "My fears are many."
He said, "Trust Me alone."
I said, "But I'm discouraged"
He said, "I'll cheer you on"
I said, "These tough times hurt."
He said, "Please let me help-
Remember I love you."
I said, "Lord I accept you"
I can say this trip was a huge blessing. I know how much my Heavenly Father loves me. I am still sad and I still miss my dad, but I am going to try to focus on serving my creator. I realize the pain will never go away. It's just a part of me now and I accept that.